Classes Attended: 0
I've been falling back into old habits and making some bad life choices as of late, hence the lack of updates. I was hoping that going to those seminars a few weeks ago would light a fire under my ass, but that obviously didn't happen. I guess there's hope that writing this and, in a sense, holding myself accountable will help. But I don't really want to put any stock in that.
I'm not waiting to be "inspired" to go to BJJ again, previous experience has taught me that never really works. I can't even say that I don't necessarily feel inspired, I still enjoy BJJ (or at least the thought of it) and usually plan out that I'll be going to class the next morning. The bigger problem for me as of late, at least on the night's I'm not up into the wee hours of the morning drinking and playing video games, is that I still work a late shift at work and by the time my alarm goes off to be up for jiu jitsu I've gotten maybe five hours of sleep and that just doesn't feel like enough at my old age. (I definitely expect my attendance to normalize when I get back to day shift, which at this point can't be soon enough).
So as of now, I'm going to hope for the best this week. As I have for the past few weeks. Eventually I'm sure I'll be back on the mats. Until then, as well as after, I'll keep watching videos on YouTube hoping that will help me not feel so lost when I'm finally back in class. All things considered, I'm not freaking out about things just yet. I've taken longer breaks for worse reasons. Hopefully though this break doesn't turn into one of those.
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